Saturday night at church was rough. I’ve been riding the edge of some challenging thoughts and circumstances for some time now, wondering where God was in the midst of my struggles, but on Saturday night I fell in. I was overwhelmed by fear, anger, and hurt (all the fun emotions) and could not stop crying. I’ve never been so thankful for the dim lighting in there. I made it through the closing song and on my way out a dear woman, whom I’ve never met before, hands me her program. She had been sitting behind me and must have seen me losing it. She said, “God wanted me to give you this.” I forced a smile, thanked her, and kept walking to the […]